Pride in the Fight
Dec201614

“The ‘I’ come from down in the valley…you’re laying claim to that character’s experience. You’re trying to do right by it, as a song writer. You take the risk of singing in that voice. Your job is to faithfully imagine the world, and others lives; in a way that respects them, sort of honors them; and records them in your own way, somewhat faithfully.”

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Race Happy
Sep201629
When I first heard about ITU Long Distance Worlds being in Oklahoma, I knew I wanted to be there. This was early in 2016 when I also knew I didn’t have any interest in doing Kona this year. The venue is that of the long-standing Redman Triathlon, which I raced in 2007; still fairly green to the long distance racing scene. There was no pro field. I just loaded the car up, drove north from Austin, stayed with my cousin and her family and off I went the next morning to race. I was on a time trial bike for the first time ever and I felt like Superwoman; grinning ear to ear, flying along, amazed at how fast these things went. I managed to win the race outright, beating the guys. My family thought it was amazing. I just recall how much fun I had; it almost felt easy. Incredible memories. So, back to hearing of this event earlier this year. My first thought, being (somewhat) competitive, was “Sweet! Another opportunity to have a chance at being a World Champion!” Yet as the season progressed and I found myself battling small unexpected hurdles, I reset myself the week prior. While I trained with focus the months leading up, my main goal became, “I want to have fun. A good result would be a nice bonus.” It’s pretty tough to accept this, but I embraced it because I knew it was what I needed. Back in June, I didn’t enjoy Coeur d’Alene 70.3 at all; I was worried, stressed; I beat myself up when I got passed on the bike, I was angry at myself for feeling unprepared; it wasn’t fun in any capacity. I didn’t need a repeat of this. It’s nice to look back to the weekend with satisfaction in knowing that I fully achieved this goal; had fun, pushed myself, embraced the day, and came out with a respectable finish.

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Jun201629

I often find when I’m struggling to digest my feelings after a race, it’s best to write and just be honest; with myself and with the world of my friends, family and fellow tri-people. It seems in this world we live in, we love to broadcast of all the great; social media allows us to put out the persona we choose, to make our life look to be ‘something’ that it may or may not be. But we often post what is appealing, positive, and feel-good inducing. I tend to prefer to talk to people personally, and I like to communicate what is “real” as much as possible.

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