Race Happy
Sep201629
When I first heard about ITU Long Distance Worlds being in Oklahoma, I knew I wanted to be there. This was early in 2016 when I also knew I didn’t have any interest in doing Kona this year. The venue is that of the long-standing Redman Triathlon, which I raced in 2007; still fairly green to the long distance racing scene. There was no pro field. I just loaded the car up, drove north from Austin, stayed with my cousin and her family and off I went the next morning to race. I was on a time trial bike for the first time ever and I felt like Superwoman; grinning ear to ear, flying along, amazed at how fast these things went. I managed to win the race outright, beating the guys. My family thought it was amazing. I just recall how much fun I had; it almost felt easy. Incredible memories. So, back to hearing of this event earlier this year. My first thought, being (somewhat) competitive, was “Sweet! Another opportunity to have a chance at being a World Champion!” Yet as the season progressed and I found myself battling small unexpected hurdles, I reset myself the week prior. While I trained with focus the months leading up, my main goal became, “I want to have fun. A good result would be a nice bonus.” It’s pretty tough to accept this, but I embraced it because I knew it was what I needed. Back in June, I didn’t enjoy Coeur d’Alene 70.3 at all; I was worried, stressed; I beat myself up when I got passed on the bike, I was angry at myself for feeling unprepared; it wasn’t fun in any capacity. I didn’t need a repeat of this. It’s nice to look back to the weekend with satisfaction in knowing that I fully achieved this goal; had fun, pushed myself, embraced the day, and came out with a respectable finish.

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Jun201629

I often find when I’m struggling to digest my feelings after a race, it’s best to write and just be honest; with myself and with the world of my friends, family and fellow tri-people. It seems in this world we live in, we love to broadcast of all the great; social media allows us to put out the persona we choose, to make our life look to be ‘something’ that it may or may not be. But we often post what is appealing, positive, and feel-good inducing. I tend to prefer to talk to people personally, and I like to communicate what is “real” as much as possible.

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On Racing, Not Racing, & the Fallacy of Perfection
May201606

It’s been a quiet start to my year, and I wanted to put out an update of sorts; bring my triathlon peoples up to speed on what has been going on in my new corner of the world here in Colorado Springs. If you’ve read any of my past blogs, I often get a bit analytical about things and I like to come to larger conclusions…let’s call it being ‘contemplative’. I’ve raced for many years and while it’s great to think and ruminate about our circumstances, I find it best not to do so too close to a race…better to get all the emotional, heavy crap out of the way well before race week. Because I’ve also learned, when we race, there is little room for emotion; at least during the race, and even at times in the final lead up. On this note, when I think about my past 4 months and the start to 2016, I keep coming back to three concepts: Racing, Not Racing, & Perfection.

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